absent.

Holy cow I haven't posted on here forever!

I will make this quick.

I started several new blogs a few years ago, because someone wrote some very mean things when commenting on one of my posts on this blog, and although I wanted to act like it didn't cut me very deep, it did.  It was crazy mean, probably the meanest thing anyone has ever said to me.  I know who wrote it by the way it was written and it was disappointing to know that someone who I trusted at one point in time, would write something so malicious.   To them, I wish the best and I hope no one ever says anything like that to you, because it was so deeply hurtful that I don't even want you to feel as hurt as you made me feel.  I was going through a LOT over the last few years, more than some will ever know, and I know my blog was my release through a lot of that, but it gives no one the right to cut me down.

Over the past few years, I've come to the brilliant conclusion that girls can be SO mean.  Yuck. I hate mean.  You know that Taylor Swift song, "Mean?" That's my song for the person who wrote those things.  haha oh Taylor Swift... you brilliant little rock star. I probably sing to her when I'm home alone and dance around in my living room... well, probably.

Anyways, I should probably update this blog soon and revamp it to keep in touch with people again :)  BIG shout out to my amazing husband Josh, Mark, and Stephanie for making me feel super loved during that time.

I will never forget what that person said, but I have used it to be a stronger person, and no longer accept being treated like that by anyone.  My husband has helped me see a lot of what I've tolerated in my life, and I'm not doing that anymore :) YAY for husband.

Happy 2013 guys!  I'll be back here soon.  I just wanted to write about why I've been gone so long so I can have "blog closure." :) ha

you.

post coming soon....

tweet.

I think I need Twitter.

I had it once, but I got really confused, but I do think if I figured it out, I would like to tweet stuff.

Just sayin'.

I'm heading out to YOGA!  A full 75 minutes of it, and I'm excited!

There are SO many places for yoga here, it's phnmnl (Mark, did I do that right... it's dedicated to you, but I hate that word, and I just blogged it, so that's a big deal!)

I start full-on training for my job at Lululemon next week!

We went to bootcamp (we go to multiple fitness classes... A LOT for part of my job!) last week, and it kicked my butt, but it was so much fun, and the girls I will be working with are amazing!  They motivated me so much, and they are so much fun to be around... I think it's going to be a perfect fit!  YAY!!!!

I got an invite from one of the girls to try a new yoga place next week... um... that is my job- AMAZING!!!! I seriously feel like I have the best job in the entire world! Plus, I get to wear yoga clothes to work.  I know when men read this, they'll think it's no big deal, but when women read this-- is this job not awesome!!!??  Yoga clothes, workouts, and awesome friends? Plus, they're really goal-focused, so I set goals, and people at work check-in on if I'm working on them or not.  So if I said I had a goal to run a marathon... they keep me accountable- pretty awesome. I love it so much! (Notice over-use of exclamation marks!)

I'm thinking about if there's anything else new....

.... VACATION! ...

At the end of this month, Josh and I are heading out with his aunt and uncle, two cousins, and their spouses, to vacation at a resort in Arizona.  We're pretty excited!  Four out of eight of us have birthdays this month, so Josh's uncle booked a birthday trip, and we're heading to the desert to lay by the pool, visit the spa, and relax :)   It's going to be a lovely birthday :)

I feel so blessed.   I have so much to be thankful for :)

I'll have to take pictures in AZ so I can post them on here :)

If anyone knows much about Twitter- could you fill me in? It's just so confusing :)

Have a great day!