trying.

I'm trying to love what I do, but...
New Zealand, please come sooner....

tribute.

"this is the greatest, and best song in the world...
 ...TRIBUTE."

and- that's what I think of whenever I hear the word, "Tribute." :)  Thank you, Tenacious D.

Today, is a tribute. To my friends who have been through the same that I have been through.  To real love. To moving on. To so many things...

and I am so thankful, this Thanksgiving, that I have lived my life the way I have, and that I have Josh! :)

three.

three....

if you know me, and you think really, really hard, you'll understand why i wrote "three" this week.

when i think about it, i feel sick. still. 

... and then i deleted the rest of the post, because i couldn't do it...