absent.

Holy cow I haven't posted on here forever!

I will make this quick.

I started several new blogs a few years ago, because someone wrote some very mean things when commenting on one of my posts on this blog, and although I wanted to act like it didn't cut me very deep, it did.  It was crazy mean, probably the meanest thing anyone has ever said to me.  I know who wrote it by the way it was written and it was disappointing to know that someone who I trusted at one point in time, would write something so malicious.   To them, I wish the best and I hope no one ever says anything like that to you, because it was so deeply hurtful that I don't even want you to feel as hurt as you made me feel.  I was going through a LOT over the last few years, more than some will ever know, and I know my blog was my release through a lot of that, but it gives no one the right to cut me down.

Over the past few years, I've come to the brilliant conclusion that girls can be SO mean.  Yuck. I hate mean.  You know that Taylor Swift song, "Mean?" That's my song for the person who wrote those things.  haha oh Taylor Swift... you brilliant little rock star. I probably sing to her when I'm home alone and dance around in my living room... well, probably.

Anyways, I should probably update this blog soon and revamp it to keep in touch with people again :)  BIG shout out to my amazing husband Josh, Mark, and Stephanie for making me feel super loved during that time.

I will never forget what that person said, but I have used it to be a stronger person, and no longer accept being treated like that by anyone.  My husband has helped me see a lot of what I've tolerated in my life, and I'm not doing that anymore :) YAY for husband.

Happy 2013 guys!  I'll be back here soon.  I just wanted to write about why I've been gone so long so I can have "blog closure." :) ha