domingo.

I was very excited to go to church today... but I slept in :(

I, again, didn't fall asleep until after 3a.m... at that point, I popped some Melatonin...

Josh came today, because one of the guides had a flat tire and couldn't get it fixed in Townsend, so they had to come here.  I was really excited to see him, but I wore my grumpy pants today, because that's what happens to me when I don't get enough sleep, and now I feel bad that I had those pants on the whole time we were hanging out.

I did get in a run, but it was pathetic.  RUNNING... I'm very, very angry with myself about my running right now.  I know I had a wedding and a honeymoon, etc.... but I let it go too long without training, plus I hurt my neck at work, so I don't think it would be worth it to go to the marathon I signed up for back in July... seriously, kicking myself.  I'm going to kick myself in the bum so that I run more and get back to where I was a few months ago. So frustrated.

There's not much else to say... I'm wasting time before "bed" but hopefully that falls shortly instead of around 3 a.m. again :)

My conclusions today are that:
 a. I need to read my Bible more. I better.
 b. I better run more. I WILL.
 c. I need to figure out how to sleep!

Happy Monday :)

morning.

and.... it's already morning.

Bootcamp was difficult today.  Have you ever eaten a spoonful of peanut butter, without drinking any water, and then all night long it feels like your body is trying to digest it? It hurts! I think I will stick to peanuts instead of peanut butter from now on.  I ate a spoonful last night to hold me over before dinner, while Josh was setting things up at his hunting camp.... needless to say, the p-butter didn't help me when it came to boot camp... my breathing felt somewhat blocked.

Today was the fitness test.  We had to do five sets of:

Run 4.5 laps
20 squats
20 "two inches two feet" (ab exercise)
20 pushups
20 mountain climbers

Yes, five times.  Did I mention we have to do this in under 30 minutes?  I'm feeling sore, and good!

And now, I get to go to work... one word: coffee.

I've been having a really difficult time sleeping lately.  I don't know if it has to do with work stress, or being overly scared at night, or what, but it's really getting to me that if I want a good night of sleep, I have to take melatonin to do so.

Does anyone have any good advice for restful sleeping?  I have tried sleepytime tea, melatonin, baths... if anyone has other ideas, please share them! I need to start sleeping!!

I hope everyone has a lovely Wednesday :)

bed.

I'm heading to bed, or in the morning I will be dead tired (6am bootcamp comes early).

I had a lovely evening with the husband...

Mediterranean Grille, then, in togetherness, became more addicted to "Lost."  Loving it.

I love Josh... Happy One Month Married, Babe!!